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n my eyes
Indisposed
In disguise
As no one knows
Hides the face
Lies the snake
The sun
In my disgrace
Boiling heat
Summer stench
neath the black
The sky looks dead
Call my name
Through the cream
And Ill hear you
Scream again

Black hole sun
Wont you come
And wash away the rain
Black hole sun
Wont you come
Wont you come

Stuttering
Cold and damp
Steal the warm wind
Tired friend
Times are gone
For honest men
And sometimes
Far too long
For snakes
In my shoes
A walking sleep
And my youth
I pray to keep
Heaven send
Hell away
No one sings
Like you
Anymore

Hang my head
Drown my fear
Till you all just
Disappear

The original fire has died and goneBut the riot inside moves onThe original fire has died and goneBut the riot inside moves onThe original fire has died and goneBut the riot inside moves onThe original fire has died and goneBut the riot inside moves on

With a pen in one hand taking us and drugged on kerosene'84 and 5 would find us something to believeRight or wrong with dirty hands on wiresSinging songs in dischord choirsScreaming in braille no temptress prizeCould ever yield anything so real

The original fire has died and goneBut the riot inside moves onThe original fire has died and goneBut the riot inside moves on

Golden soldiers born much older than they'll ever live to beDiving into a sea of hands in a long forgotten cityHere the rain falls ever afterThe swinging vines hang dead in raftersBlood rush to your head induces laughter endlessly

The original fire has died and goneBut the riot inside moves onThe original fire has died and long goneBut the riot inside moves on

Can't explain that it was somethin' to seeCan't contain so somethin' ever realEver realHey!

Can't explain it was somethin' to seeCan't contain so somethin' ever realEver real

The original fire has died and goneBut the riot inside moves onThe original fire has died and goneBut the riot inside moves onThe original fire has died and goneBut the riot inside moves onThe original fire has died and goneBut the riot inside moves on

Our present society, from government to private organizations, is bureaucratically structured. Have you ever thought that the book "Purpose driven life" might be a tool used by today’s ruling class to alienate you from your true potentials and prevent social change? Have you ever given thought why it is highly publicized? Has it ever occured to you that what you do today might be the result of the invisible prison you are in? The prison created by the education, government, media, religion and economy.

bla bla bla… [background about bereaucracy and max weber]

bla bla.. [purpose driven life and its konek with protestant ethics by max weber]

bla bla.. [you and your "purpose." or is it?]

bla lba… [karl marx, socialism and misconceptions about communism]

bla bla.. [back to the present... you and the present society]

bla lba.. [conclusion]

hmmn.. tagal ko na ring walang entry sa blog ko.. dati pa man, dati pa yun eh, wag na lang pagusapan!

okey, ang blog ko.. ang laman ng blog ko ay… lyrics! amp! yun lang? oo.. di ko trip talaga mag blog. promis! napaka unpredictable kasi ng pedeng mangyari.. malay mo magcrash ang friendster? mabura mga entries mo, nakakapanghinayang! ehhehe.. kaya para sa akim eh mas mabuti pa rin ang written journal. tapos nalaglag sa baha. basa. natunaw lahat ng tinta ng ballpen at ang resulta, may bago ka na namang journal! weeeheee! although i still prefer to write on paper doesn’t necessarily mean that i do! hahahah!

well, that’s the reason why i dont do journals, blogs or anything like that. i prefer people to remember my memories more than my hardrive or paper. i rather spend time interacting with people personally than waste it writing or typing. your time becomes valuable when you share them with somebody. could your paper appreciate your life? could it give comments? can your hard drive talk back? would your cpu make a face on a corny joke? seeing and hearing people make faces and scowl on your lowly opinions is the way i would make and keep memories.

oops.. i just made a blog entry… bahh!!!

On my way for the day I find no sorrow
Everyday is all the same there’s no tomorrow
And I feel like I feel
Cause it’s cold here where you left me

[Chorus:]
Hey I think that someday I might need you somehow
I, I think I might have loved you
These things I said but you were
A million miles away
A million miles away

On my way for the day I find my heart is not for taking
And I know it’s all but gone
It only served to make me cry
And I feel like I feel
Cause it’s black here with your memory

[Chorus]

On my way for the day I find no sorrow

The sky was dark this morning
Not a bird in the trees
And silence hung suspicious and anxious
Like a blanket covered scream

And you were gone
You were not there for me
And i cursed the sky and begged the sun to
Fall all over me
This life’s not living, baby
Living ain’t free
If i cant find my way back to me
Let the sun fall down

All my friends are searching
Quiet, desperatley
Look into their eyes and you’ll see the faithless crying
Save me, save me, save me

And what are they to feel
And who are they to be
And what am i to do with, do with me, but let the sun
Fall all over me
That’s not living, baby
Living ain’t free
If i cant find my way back to me
Let the sun fall down over me
Let the sun fall down

Until my eyes cry out
‘Til my head is free from doubt
‘Til my lungs sigh right out
‘Til i’m wiser

Let the sun
Fall all over me
This life’s not living, baby
Living ain’t free
If i can’t find my way back to me
Let the sun fall down over me
Let the sun fall down

I’ve seen you hanging round
This darkness where I’m bound
And this black hole I’ve dug for me
And silently within
With hands touching skin
The shock breaks my disease
And I can breathe

[Chorus]
And all of your weight
All you dream
Falls on me it falls on me
And your beautiful sky
The light you bring
Falls on me it falls on me

Your faith like the pain
Draws me in again
She washes all my wounds for me
The darkness in my veins
I never could explain
And I wonder if you ever see
Will you still believe?

[Chorus]

Am I that strong
To carry on?
I might change your life
I might save my world
Could you save me?

[Chorus X 2]

Seven sins of wantonness and
everything that’s good is gone
Sell it all for glory from the peers
Silicone priestess scratch the back and
twists the knife to bone
Kick against the pricks and scrape the shins

I’m the enemy in the enemies now

Swallowed the pill
Drank to the fill
All these things I carry now
In this bittersweet, in this bittersweet now

Try to hold the wrold there sinking,
swimming in a paper cup
Try to own the one beneath the skin
Held up to the flame ’till singeing
skin begins to draw and tuck
Never told there’s a chance to win

What couldn’t be, wouldn’t be now

Swallowed the pill
Drank to the fill
All these things I carry now
In this bittersweet, in this bittersweet now

Hold your hands up to the sky and try
so hard to rise above
But everything is beating down

Swallowed the pill
Drank to the fill
All these things I carry now
In this bittersweet, in this bittersweet now

She calls me from the cold
Just when I was low, feeling short of stable
And all that she intends
And all she keeps inside, isn’t on the label
She says she’s ashamed
And she can take me for a while
And can I be a friend, we’ll forget the past
But maybe I’m not able
And I break at the bend
We’re here and now, but will we ever be again
‘Cause I have found
All that shimmers in this world is sure to fade
Away again
She dreams a champagne dream
Strawberry surprise, pink linen and white paper
Lavender and cream
Fields of butterfliess, reality escapes her
She says that love is for fools that fall behind
And I’m somewhere in between
I never really know
A killer from a savior
‘Til I break at the bend
We’re here and now, but will we ever be again
‘Cause I have found
All that shimmers in this world is sure to fade
Away again
It’s too far away for me to hold
It’s too far away….
Guess I’ll let it go

Memories are just where you laid them
Drag the waters ’till the depths give up their dead
What did you expect to find?
Was there something you left behind?
Don’t you remember anything I said when I said

Don’t fall away, and leave me to myself
Don’t fall away and leave love bleeding
In my hands, in my hands again
Leave love bleeding
In my hands, in my hands
Love lies bleeding

Oh hold me now I feel contagious
Am I the only place that you’ve left to go
She cries her life is like
Some movie black and white
Dead actors faking lines
Over and over and over again she cries

Don’t fall away, and leave me to myself
Dont fall away, and leave love bleeding
In my hands, in my hands again
Leave love bleeding
In my hands, in my hands
Love lies bleeding

And I wanted
You turned away
You don’t remember, but I do
You never even tried

Don’t fall away and leave me to myself
Don’t fall away and leave love bleeding
In my hands, in my hands again
Leave love bleeding
In my hands, in my hands
Love lies bleeding