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On my way for the day I find no sorrow
Everyday is all the same there’s no tomorrow
And I feel like I feel
Cause it’s cold here where you left me

[Chorus:]
Hey I think that someday I might need you somehow
I, I think I might have loved you
These things I said but you were
A million miles away
A million miles away

On my way for the day I find my heart is not for taking
And I know it’s all but gone
It only served to make me cry
And I feel like I feel
Cause it’s black here with your memory

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On my way for the day I find no sorrow

The sky was dark this morning
Not a bird in the trees
And silence hung suspicious and anxious
Like a blanket covered scream

And you were gone
You were not there for me
And i cursed the sky and begged the sun to
Fall all over me
This life’s not living, baby
Living ain’t free
If i cant find my way back to me
Let the sun fall down

All my friends are searching
Quiet, desperatley
Look into their eyes and you’ll see the faithless crying
Save me, save me, save me

And what are they to feel
And who are they to be
And what am i to do with, do with me, but let the sun
Fall all over me
That’s not living, baby
Living ain’t free
If i cant find my way back to me
Let the sun fall down over me
Let the sun fall down

Until my eyes cry out
‘Til my head is free from doubt
‘Til my lungs sigh right out
‘Til i’m wiser

Let the sun
Fall all over me
This life’s not living, baby
Living ain’t free
If i can’t find my way back to me
Let the sun fall down over me
Let the sun fall down

I’ve seen you hanging round
This darkness where I’m bound
And this black hole I’ve dug for me
And silently within
With hands touching skin
The shock breaks my disease
And I can breathe

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And all of your weight
All you dream
Falls on me it falls on me
And your beautiful sky
The light you bring
Falls on me it falls on me

Your faith like the pain
Draws me in again
She washes all my wounds for me
The darkness in my veins
I never could explain
And I wonder if you ever see
Will you still believe?

[Chorus]

Am I that strong
To carry on?
I might change your life
I might save my world
Could you save me?

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Seven sins of wantonness and
everything that’s good is gone
Sell it all for glory from the peers
Silicone priestess scratch the back and
twists the knife to bone
Kick against the pricks and scrape the shins

I’m the enemy in the enemies now

Swallowed the pill
Drank to the fill
All these things I carry now
In this bittersweet, in this bittersweet now

Try to hold the wrold there sinking,
swimming in a paper cup
Try to own the one beneath the skin
Held up to the flame ’till singeing
skin begins to draw and tuck
Never told there’s a chance to win

What couldn’t be, wouldn’t be now

Swallowed the pill
Drank to the fill
All these things I carry now
In this bittersweet, in this bittersweet now

Hold your hands up to the sky and try
so hard to rise above
But everything is beating down

Swallowed the pill
Drank to the fill
All these things I carry now
In this bittersweet, in this bittersweet now

She calls me from the cold
Just when I was low, feeling short of stable
And all that she intends
And all she keeps inside, isn’t on the label
She says she’s ashamed
And she can take me for a while
And can I be a friend, we’ll forget the past
But maybe I’m not able
And I break at the bend
We’re here and now, but will we ever be again
‘Cause I have found
All that shimmers in this world is sure to fade
Away again
She dreams a champagne dream
Strawberry surprise, pink linen and white paper
Lavender and cream
Fields of butterfliess, reality escapes her
She says that love is for fools that fall behind
And I’m somewhere in between
I never really know
A killer from a savior
‘Til I break at the bend
We’re here and now, but will we ever be again
‘Cause I have found
All that shimmers in this world is sure to fade
Away again
It’s too far away for me to hold
It’s too far away….
Guess I’ll let it go

Memories are just where you laid them
Drag the waters ’till the depths give up their dead
What did you expect to find?
Was there something you left behind?
Don’t you remember anything I said when I said

Don’t fall away, and leave me to myself
Don’t fall away and leave love bleeding
In my hands, in my hands again
Leave love bleeding
In my hands, in my hands
Love lies bleeding

Oh hold me now I feel contagious
Am I the only place that you’ve left to go
She cries her life is like
Some movie black and white
Dead actors faking lines
Over and over and over again she cries

Don’t fall away, and leave me to myself
Dont fall away, and leave love bleeding
In my hands, in my hands again
Leave love bleeding
In my hands, in my hands
Love lies bleeding

And I wanted
You turned away
You don’t remember, but I do
You never even tried

Don’t fall away and leave me to myself
Don’t fall away and leave love bleeding
In my hands, in my hands again
Leave love bleeding
In my hands, in my hands
Love lies bleeding